For the last couple of months I have been full steam ahead on the change express and it seems to be stopping at some interesting places along the way… places like ‘guilt’, ‘worthiness’, and ‘patience’ to name a few and I am sure there are more stops to come before I reach the destination on this particular journey.
Since my darling boy Winston departed to become a spirit guide to us instead of a beloved companion, many things have changed in my life..
In two months I have dropped 10 kilos in weight (which I shall not miss!) and this is due partly to grief, at least that started the process off… however the main changes have been the call to step up where my eating habits are concern. Being pro-active about what I am feeding myself and trying to find ways to suit my metabolism with a more planet friendly diet. So I still ethically source my meat but other than this I am now essentially vegan. No dairy, no gluten and no animal products that are not free range from field to plate. I am someone who can’t physically survive without the proteins that meat gives me so I am happy with this compromise. I have also stepped up my daily exercise with swimming and walking the lovely Rufus – our Irish Setter.
I have also been called to change the way I work with others and so becoming more of a facilitator to them healing themselves with aid from me rather than me taking the total responsibility for their path. This is no longer an option for me and I am being guided to work on deeper levels with others now and to look at the rites of life and death that we all go through… How can I assist this process and what can I do to ease the journey for the departing and the ones left behind. I am intrigued as to where this will lead on my path but I know that I will no longer be self-employed and so this leads onto another change.
We are moving back to the UK!
